Infatuation

Everyday
as you walk in and out of my life
my emotions come to a stand still
for I yearn to tell you my innermost feelings
how I daydream of my life with you
constantly caressing the silky smooth curves of your spirit
as you accept my manhood as your own
giving me total control of your deeply rooted passions
as my love feeds on the yearning of your body like a cancer
and you become exposed forever to something that has no
cure
as the feelings you have for another
fall aimlessly to the waist side of your existence
being shadowed in comparison
to the inner abyss of true love I exposed to you
as you dedicate your heart and soul forever
to the same virtues I promised to my heart
and we come together as one spirit
immersed in a love that reaches boundaries
no one in your lifetime has ever experienced
as I dedicate the rest of my existence
to love you forever
but then Im shockingly awakened
as you walk out of my life once again
into the arms of another love
to whom I would give all I have in life
for one day as the token of your affection
as my emotions return to moderate levels
and I realize despite my endless wishes
your love will forever belong to another
and even if I can't have you reality
every time I close my eyes and visit my soul
you'll be there with me
until the end of my days
as i realize my infatuation
with a love that can never exist
will leave my heart twisting in the wind
haunted by knowing
that until i no longer breathe
my dreams will always be
focused
around
you.

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